Of all the crisis I could ever think of, it was the crisis of the heart that I didn't see coming.
I have finally come to realize that my heart is not pure as I thought it was, that my conscience is not as clear as it was. That I might have been in a pretend play situation all along. Which my mind made sure to cover it up with logic. But the heart — the heart does not last long in pretending. And as I wake up this morning, God revealed to me a reality that I cannot escape. And indeed, it was the time I have to humbly accept, I lost the battle that I overconfidently thought I'll win.
~ somethoughtstoponder
-Bella