alluringlytragic

hey hey heyyyyyyy!
          	(hugs all who got my Kōtarō Bokuto reference)
          	
          	WHAT. SUICIDE HELPLINE HIT 2 MILLION. I'm in shock. I never thought this would ever happen. All of you are awesome. This is massive. I love you all so, so so much. I wrote that when I was 14 and to see it grow so much since then is just...wow xx
          	
          	so I've been pretty inactive. for months. I know. I'm sorry. it's partly down to the amount of work I have to do at the moment and falling into the deep, deep hole of binging anime (and no, it's not possible to claw your way out). there also was a lack of motivation for writing at all, sadly. BUT I'M GLAD TO SAY THAT IT'S OVER.
          	
          	I did some cleaning on my profile and unpublished some stuff I wasn't happy with. But they may come back if I get some inspo for them again. I have something in the works that I am SUPER excited about so keep an eye out for that .
          	
          	I hope you all are well and I'm sorry for being so non-existent for a while and thank you so so so much for all your support. it's unreal xxx
          	
          	ALSO. WHILE I'VE GOT YOUR ATTENTION. READ CONSTELLATIONS OF YOU AND ME BY @yehree right now. it's a masterpiece. you will laugh. cry. and be in pieces and the writing is GODDESS LIKE. The same can be said for literally any book by @lunarseas so please PLEASE go shower them with love. They're both so talented and deserve it so much xx

alluringlytragic

@liyAwritesgold awww thank you! OMG I'M SO HAPPY THERE'S SOMEONE ELSE WHO'S READ IT!!!!
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liyAwritesgold

@alluringlytragic HEY HEYY HEYYY *hugs you back* YESSS CONGRATS SUICIDE HOTLINE DESERVES ALL THE LOVE ❤️ and I'm glad to see you back!! ALSO CONSTELLATIONS OF YOU AND ME IS SUCH AN AWESOME BOOK AHHJSHA I HAVE YET TO FINISH IT BUT IT'S AMAZING AHS8WJAOJA8 CAN'T WAIT READ IT FINISH 
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Kyugu1a

I was looking through my archived stories I used to love, and I found stars don't twinkle has been deleted sadly. Wanted to let you know that despire it being deleted I absolutely loved it and was also kinda wondering why it was deleted (if you remember the story that is xD)

marvpuffs01

Hey. I came here to say that your book has made such a big impact on my life in a good way. I’ve learnt about suicide much more than I ever have in my life skills class. Seeing some sort of point of view from someone who is actually struggling really opened my eyes. The way you wrote this book was so beautiful that I could feel every single emotion. It took me a lot of time to finish the last two chapters because I couldn’t stop crying in the middle of the night in the rain. I’ve learnt a lot as I continue to learn more and every time I think about this book I get more emotional than usual. I think the fact that this book has made me cry and no other books have really says something, it’s a really special book that I’ll cherish forever. It made me realise that there’s always other ways of thinking about the world no matter how doomed I think we are. I’ll definitely continue to cry when I remember this book because honestly it made me feel something more that I didn’t know I needed to feel. 
          
          I hope you are well and I hope that wherever you are, you know that we are supporting you through everything and anything 
          

mysaltydonut

Hey I loved your book Suicide helpline. 
          In the end it said that there is a rewritten version. But I cannot find it on your profile. Did you remove it? :(

alluringlytragic

@mysaltydonut Aw no. I'm sorry I took that down. (I'm so sorry it took me so long to reply I know, I suck) I took it down because I just wasn't as happy with it as I should have been.
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simituscano

Hey, love. I remember 'Suicide Helpline' was one of the first books I ever read on wattpad and I still cry because of how beautiful it is. Since I've grown up quite a bit, I find a lot Wattpad fictions pretty cringy but this book is definitely not one of them. I might be here out of nowhere but I actually finished reading an overhyped book a few days ago and got here because I feel like some books have got and still get a lot of attention which is surprising because they're often very childish and don't have a good storyline either while books like Suicide Helpline and authors like you go unnoticed and deserve so much better. It will always be my favourite book. Not just a favourite Wattpad fiction, honestly. I wonder if you'll ever publish hard copies. I'm definitely buying one for me. It's only been a few years since I first read it but it's a huge part of my childhood and I honestly want to sob because of the memories. Thank you so much for sharing this masterpiece with us. It's absolutely perfect. Your book will always be in my 'Favorites' reading list. Also, it seems like you're very inactive lately. Can I please have your Instagram? I'd love to follow you there and stay in touch. Thanks. I hope you're having a good day. ❤️

alluringlytragic

@simituscano Oh my goodness I'm so sorry this took me sooooo long to reply  I'm so useless. I've just been a bit inactive lately because I've been working on some stuff as well as moving into university too but I don't think you understand how much that means to me, that something I wrote resonates with you so much that you're attached to it literally means the world to me and thank you so much for the time that you took to tell me this, it's people like you that are the reason why I write. xx
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Uhdhisjwbwbw

Sorry, I just felt the need to tell you how amazing and addictive your writing is. I mean, you’re book ‘suicide helpline’ was the first book I found on Wattpad and i adored it. I still remember several lines that held great meaning to me personally. I’ve only started to read some more of the writing you have published and I’m in absolute awe. I’m not certain  you’ll end up reading this, but I still thought you deserved to be praised.

alluringlytragic

@Uhdhisjwbwbw oh my goodness I can't believe I didn't see this sooner. Thank you both so much xxxx I'm not surprised suicide helpline left a hole in your heart, it left a hole in mine so much I considered changing the ending as I was writing it, aha.
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Ilovebtsforeverr

@Uhdhisjwbwbw yesss the author is amazing, I can't stop crying. Although I must say that suicide helpline will permanently leave a hole in my heart, I had a good cry 
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