Hello people that have better lives than me! I'm here to tell you about myself! 

Favorite Band: Twenty One Pilots
(I'm a lyric person. I listen to the lyrics)

Favorite song: I have many. Entropy in one of my favorites. It's one of my favorite oc's theme songs.


Two Main Senpai's: Max from Camp Camp... its to a point to were it's unhealthy. And Rick from Rick and Morty... Deal with it. And maybe this one boy at my school that is dating my best friend.... shhhhhhh. Also Blue Diamond.... Like I said before, deal with it.

Life: I'm trapped in a house with my family. The counselor that my mom took me to (she wanted me to be less depressed because she thought I was, when really I was just tired of her shit) now knows that it's my family. She helps count down until I'm able to move. One day I'll escape... until that day, this is my escape. Help me.


"I don't know who I am because I might be pretending to be something I'm not, but I don't know if I'm pretending. Self doubt is a bitch." -Zanifell Pines

"My personal hell would be living through this same life over and over again... please... please don't let that happen..." -Lucid

"I'm smart but in a bad way. I can't solve life's problems or a hard math question, but I'm more aware. Life doesn't matter and no one is special. Don't try to be someone you're not, you will forget who you are." -Zanifell Pines

"Kill Me." -A lot of people


If you find me and kill me, I'll find you in the afterlife... and hug you. Or if you are able to let me legally move out and give me lots of money to live on my own.

I have the phobia that all my friends (there's only one... left) will die or leave. It's so bad, that I will most likely kill myself if it ever happened.
  • The mindscape were you can never escape your head
  • JoinedAugust 29, 2016

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ZanifellPines ZanifellPines Feb 18, 2018 09:00PM
I know a lot about these topics, so I decided to write a story about it. I don't really have a censored life. https://www.wattpad.com/story/139080596
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