TESTDRIVETAE

i'm not dead, still alive!

TESTDRIVETAE

wattpad is being glitchy today I heard they are deleting accounts! I don't want this account to be deleted, I've had it for too long and I don't wanna erase all the work I made!!

lonzelis

@netflixteen THEY ARE DELETING ACCOUNTS??? I  am so confused! Why?
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wolfiesangel

idk, ig if you get lots of warnings or ppl report you? honestly idk
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TESTDRIVETAE

@wolfiesangel oh. but what violated rules?
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south_park__stan

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I have a question are you depressed because it says in your bio unloved and depressed if you are i want you to know that there is hope but before hope you will have to through hard times and that it is really fucked because some days you will want to die and other days you will be happy but there is hope and if you need some one to talk to i am here and I know that you messes with your head a lot from personal experience

south_park__stan

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@bbrownss i am so sorry that people yell at you for having a fucking mental illness cause it isn't even your fault but if you need someone to talk to i just want you to know that I am here to talk to if no one is here to talk it out or if they don't care cause me myself has depressed and some people don't even care sometimes but I am here for you
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TESTDRIVETAE

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@Colbyxshea And yeah, it is super fucked up cause I have people constantly yelling at me and picking on me, but I think I'll get through that by not trying to die.
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TESTDRIVETAE

@Colbyxshea Yes, actually. I am going through depression, anxiety, bipolar disorder, binge-eating disorder, anorexia (for a short time, but it keep coming back) and anger issues (if that counts). I had negative thoughts on my mind, including suicidal and guilt, and I guess it either comes with the disorder, or I really think so. Times have been tough for me, and sometimes it always ends up with me crying and locking myself in the bathroom. And the worst thing is no one even cared, even after I just told them. But hey, thanks for asking and looking out for me, and thanks for taking the time to read all this. As you can see, I am going through a lot, and I have been having them for a while, my mom hasn't done much but I've talked with a social worker. But thank you. It's been a long time to hear someone asking for me, besides my friends.
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