S-SquishyBonez

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oh my god can they stop looking for these fucking lights i want to go home and blow my nose and stop trying to quietly cry why did i agree to go with them—

S-SquishyBonez

not that they'll see this 
          	  history is repeating itself, being unfollowed/unfriended on everything
          	  i have doubts anything will happen if someone else doesn't take the initiative, but I'll wait
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S-SquishyBonez

nothing
          	  
          	  
          	  btw, if it makes them feel better; i didn't purposefully not buy a ticket for that reason (I was not about to spend 20 dollars just to sit outside on concrete in some dress) and that boyfriend thing from a few days back was not targeted but generalized or whatever
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S-SquishyBonez

Now my head hurts because I was holding them back ugh 
          	  
          	  i'm seeing if anyone i'm subscribed to dropped anything worth watching before clocking out
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S-SquishyBonez

this message may be offensive
oh my god can they stop looking for these fucking lights i want to go home and blow my nose and stop trying to quietly cry why did i agree to go with them—

S-SquishyBonez

not that they'll see this 
            history is repeating itself, being unfollowed/unfriended on everything
            i have doubts anything will happen if someone else doesn't take the initiative, but I'll wait
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S-SquishyBonez

nothing
            
            
            btw, if it makes them feel better; i didn't purposefully not buy a ticket for that reason (I was not about to spend 20 dollars just to sit outside on concrete in some dress) and that boyfriend thing from a few days back was not targeted but generalized or whatever
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S-SquishyBonez

Now my head hurts because I was holding them back ugh 
            
            i'm seeing if anyone i'm subscribed to dropped anything worth watching before clocking out
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S-SquishyBonez

okay.

mimimi-minami

@S-SquishyBonez (i sent you a friend request on discord because it is the only way to access dms)
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S-SquishyBonez

if you wanna tell at me do it idgaf let's talk like adults or wtvr people say, i'll lay everything out on the line i'm an open book atp
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S-SquishyBonez

https://1drv.ms/w/s!ArHEhG6vDo9BbOCrb0t_XGxbHLA?e=ghClhR
          
          Formatting is messed up on 3.7-3.9, but I can't be bothered to look for another alternative to fix it (I'd use google docs, but due to how my phone's set up I can only use the app and the the email attached to my phone, which would end up being my personal one that I'd rather not have people knowing)

S-SquishyBonez

did the other image about miku lims not upload lmao??
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S-SquishyBonez

@mimimi-minami i'd assume so, the formatting is just messed up for me when i open it
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mimimi-minami

@S-SquishyBonez (I can see it on mobile.)
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S-SquishyBonez

This mask is becoming uncomfortable. I want to discard it, but is it truly worth the pushback? I already know I'll be shunned, but I believe losing the only thing that gives me some solace yet again before I'm ready would ruin me. I keep wanting to tear it off earlier than I already planned, but I can't make myself. What am I even meant to say when I do? All outcomes are negative, so it shouldn't matter. I should just get it over with and continue on with my life. 
          This is ridiculous. My thought process is nothing less of selfish. What a vile, unwanted pity party of one.

S-SquishyBonez

I feel as if I've slipped up enough times for people to pick up hints, but I suppose not, or at least that they haven't been anything that "distinguishable"
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S-SquishyBonez

Happy Boyfriend Day

cryptonloid

the first reply, i mean
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cryptonloid

/ref btw/ref that is a reference to something it is not straight off the dome it is a reference to a tiktok do not come @ me unless you're hitting up my line for romantic inquiries—
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