Me yesterday : imagining a new plot randomly because I was bored, a plot about someone who's avoiding getting into relationship because of their past trauma, even not letting anyone touch them meanwhile their future partner telling them " I'll be here, I'll be waiting no matter if you want me or not, today, tomorrow or for eternity. I'll be right here whenever you'll look for me. I know that you need me, I know you desire me but I know you will never call for me.
Me this morning in my dream : Me getting emotional because of how people around me were treating me on my wedding day and then he comes and says while holding my face, " Just a few hours more and then I'll never let any of these people even come around you, making you cry is out of the question."
And now I'm walking around in my house like a freaking blushing zombie!
Sometimes I really hate my dreams.... They really do make me feel like the things I'll never experience in real life.
Uffff...
