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يا الله 

          You made me question my worth
          I'm glad I left before I'm lost
          
          
          

This headache isn't kidding!!! 

I'm proud of the person I am today, not in a way most people would say it, not that I'm successful or that i finally achieved my dreams or I'm truly the person i want to be! But in a way that YO i grew!!!! I have been through so much, I've got hurt so many times, i cried the nights alone hugging my pillow with my hands on my chest, i hugged me like a baby so i can sleep, it was always me for myself, me with myself and not someone else, no one else was there! It was just me! So I'm proud of me! And I'll always be.. and  I would never let anyone be my priority before myself ever again ♥️

I've got scars even though they can't always be seen, and pain gets hard! And now you're not here to ease my pain.

Pay attention I hope that you listen
          Cuz I let my guard down
          Right now I'm completely defenseless

If I could fly, I'll be coming right back home to you 
          I think I might, give up everything just ask me to

For your eyes only, I'll show you my heart

It's strange when you're moving to another house, leaving the house you lived in for almost all your life, leaving the memories, the people, the places... But somehow you are not even that sad for leaving! You don't have friends you'll miss, you didn't have really good memories to remember and smile. It's true maybe you'll have something like a rock on your chest! But I guess it's all because we're humans right? We get attached to people, places and everything we spend a lot of time with..i guess this is the reason!! It's hard to leave a place you lived in it for so many years, you cried behind its doors, you laughed in its rooms, your laughter filled the whole house sometimes, and your screams other times .. but in the end it's life right? We have to move on! What else could we do?

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