RawrGurl777

Do you guys think I should change my book's cover or leave it as it is? Because i like it but it's literally blurry and I would have to edit it sooner

RawrGurl777

Hi, If anyone is reading this, I would like to say that I'm thinking of maybe deleting and then editing (or just edit it most likely because promoting my book again might be hard) my book "meet me in the middle" . I am deeply sorry I haven't returned to writing that book since around 2018, I had a major writer's block (and I think I still do) but I also had some personal problems (especially now) that has made me have to basically hide(?) my identity in this website. I feel I have no privacy in being who I am even if I'm not doing anything wrong and I am an adult but since I don't wanna have to say goodbye to this account even if I barely use it and I feel uncomfortable, I have to "hide" my identity for now. So if you possibly know my name, do not mention it at all. Thanks in advance and I'm deeply sorry for everything.

RawrGurl777

I hope wattpad doesn't cancel me for writing a curse word but I'm a piece of shi* for always writing in here, saying that I will hopefully write a new chapter for "Meet me in the middle" when I haven't done ANYTHING at all. I'm really frustrated because I still sort of have an idea of the story ever since I first made it up in my mind at 17 years old and I want to do it so bad but I can't find motivation anywhere, also the fact that I think I need to edit the shi* out of it. And to the people who I have said that I will read their stories and haven't done it/disappeared for like 2 years or less, I'm truly sorry, I really REALLY hope I get here soon because I love wattpad so much, I love reading, I love supporting people, their dreams and talents and I love writing and I really hope one day I get the full motivation in order to fulfill all of these things I have written. For those who have probably been waiting for a new chapter in "MMITM", I'm truly and profoundly sorry for going M.I.A for so long. I really hope I return soon and find motivation to do the things I have been saying for so long.

joelliane_xo

@Joellianee Don't pressure yourself, love
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BooksbyLwordpress

@Joellianee please dont feel bad and place pressure on yourself. I've been in your place. maybe just not think about it so much and an idea will occur
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RawrGurl777

Hi, I know i've said this many times but I will be coming soon, and those who have asked for a r4r/c4c, I will do them soon too! And i will also hopefully continue my story soon. I miss you guys. I'm sorry for not being too active for a long time now.

RawrGurl777

Me and a lot of my high school senior year classmates , we were in a place that looked like the place where you play basketball indoors on school I think, and there was a lot of seats where they were occupied by my old classmates and me. The history teacher of my senior year (which I disliked a bit because of his close-minded self) had a control and there was a tv in front of us. He played it and a lot of images which I can't remember played and repeated so many times one would be driven mad. At some point I saw my classmates controlled/ like in a coma because of that and I think that was my teacher's intention. The color that repeated most on the images was orange. I got out of there fast and then all of a sudden I was with two of my friends that we known eachother since elementary school and we are actually in the same university. I saw them and one of them was like bleeding in her vagina and she needed help to make it stop but we needed to be fast because at some point, if we were in the same place for a long time, a random curtain from the ceiling/the sky would slowly but harshly get down and make us go insane. I remember I was in the parking of where I live even though it was kind of different, and we needed to be fast and I was helping her, and a blue green(?) vintage car came by and they basically offered help and we accepted but the car started to get slow and the curtains were getting down slowly and I told the driver to go faster so the curtains doesn't get us, and eventually we got out of there.

RawrGurl777

It's a dream I had yesterday if anyone is interested in reading
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RawrGurl777

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Later on, we weren't on the car anymore and we were on a place where there was sand and like a mini bar, and there was old 50/60 something men wanting to fight. I tried to avoid then but they kept getting in our way and I think i grabbed one of the bottle and i slammed it on one of their heads and i pushed them away so I could move on with my bleeding friend and my other friend. Eventually all of a sudden the scene got cut off and I supposedly saw my friend (the one who was not bleeding) get inside a catholic church. She is not catholic in real life so it was kind of weird. Idk what happened to my bleeding friend so I decided to look for my other friend that got inside the church. There was stairs and there was people "peacefully" conversating as if nothing was happening. I went up the stairs to look for my friend but then I saw the curtains I mentioned earlier and they started to get down slow but harshly, and I started to run down the stairs to get out but the curtains closed on me, and it turns out I think that my friend who "went inside the church" was bullshit because it was like a demon dressed up as her I think, and the people who were peacefully talking on the church were part of the evil demon or whatever it was, and since i got stuck inside the curtains, images started to pass really fast and I can't remember what was in the images but all I can remember most is the color orange.
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