R-RUBEE

:: I MADE A CHATNOIR / ADRIEN ANON !!! go follow it @-kittynoir

R-RUBEE

:: I MADE A CHATNOIR / ADRIEN ANON !!! go follow it @-kittynoir

R-RUBEE

Take a moment to think of just
          Flexibility, love, and trust
          Take a moment to think of just
          Flexibility, love, and trust
          
          Here comes a thought
          That might alarm you
          What someone said
          And how it harmed you
          Something you did
          
          That failed to be charming
          Things that you said are
          Suddenly swarming and, oh
          
          You're losing sight
          You're losing touch
          All these little things seem to matter so much
          
          That they confuse you
          That I might lose you
          
          Take a moment remind yourself to
          Take a moment and find yourself
          Take a moment to ask yourself if
          This is how we fall apart?
          
          But it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not
          It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay
          You've got nothing, got nothing, got nothing, got nothing to fear
          I'm here, I'm here, I'm here
          
          Here comes a thought
          That might alarm me
          What someone said
          And how it harmed me
          
          Something I did
          That failed to be charming
          Things that I said are
          Suddenly swarming and, oh
          
          I'm losing sight
          I'm losing touch
          All these little things seem to matter so much
          
          That they confuse me
          That I might lose me
          
          Take a moment remind yourself to
          Take a moment and find yourself
          Take a moment and ask yourself if
          This is how we fall apart?
          
          But it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not, but it's not
          It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay
          I've got nothing, got nothing, got nothing, got nothing to fear
          I'm here, I'm here, I'm here
          And it was just a thought, just a thought, just a thought, just a thought, just a thought
          It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay
          We can watch, we can watch, we can watch, we can watch them go by
          From here, from here, from here
          
          Take a moment to think of just
          Flexibility, love, and trust
          Take a moment to think of just
          Flexibility, love, and trust

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@R-RUBEE *hUggUeS*
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TLCBookBean

@r-rubee Literally my safe haven music *hUg* 
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R-RUBEE

hello. im rubee. welcome to my page, where you're going to find some fanfictions, books, and other things that i will be posting here.
          
          i dont really have the best past here. i've gotten into relationships that have been irresponsible of me and dangerous, i've let my jealousy overtake me, i've let someone spread rumors about me. i was scared. terrified, even. so i changed my nickname 'ru' into 'robin'. 
          
          robin isn't my name. it never was. it never will be because i'm not robin. i'm rubee. on the internet, people don't really know each other. they act like friendships are the best thing on here, but truly they are the worst. your 'friends' on here easily leave you for one mistake you've done, they don't truly know who you are with your 'pen names', they easily lie and the internet takes you away from reality.
          
          i let that happen to me. i completely avoided everyone, isolated myself, and hell... i didn't even know who i was at the time. i still don't know who i am, but it's easier to find yourself whenever you're not confusing yourself with fake names and fake people. 
          
          i'm not proud of what i did. i never was. i never will be. i've been on here for about four years. i'm going to mess up, i'm going to do stupid things and make stupid mistakes and screw up constantly because i am human. everyone acts like they haven't made a mistake in their life and they're perfect little angels. 
          
          im not saying real lie friends are a piece of cake, either. but it's so easy to lie about who you are on the internet. you say you know someone so well, but the next minute you dont know them at all. i get attached easily, so it's difficult for me. but eventually, overtime, i moved on from everyone, i've gotten stronger.
          
          i'll eventually tell you all my stories and what i've done. and trust me, what i did was just based off of how i felt, negatively. i didn't commit any crime, i didn't call anyone mean names, i never intended to hurt anyone. these were just my mistakes, and how i acted on

R-RUBEE

the situation and my feelings. i feel like people like to try and make the person screwing up worse than they actually seem, you know? they just point out the negatives and don't pay attention to the positives because oh! lookie there, you made a mistake, so that means you must be the worst person in the world. and by mistake, i mean mistake, not like - p*d*philia jokes and things like that. i mean whenever you act on your emotions. 
            
            people hide behind their fake names and fake things, acting like their innocent & haven't made a mistake & in the complete RIGHT in every single situation. it's just how the internet works. 
            
            i have said my time, i have apologized, i have grown and i have proven them im not a bad, toxic person. i still have much growing to do, but for now on i'll keep it in mind that the whole internet isnt peaches and plums and won't understand how you feel and why you feel that.
            
            just because you don't understand how i feel doesn't make me the bad guy.
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