Girl Of The Night

I'm that girl you see.
The one you see but don't acknowledge. 
I try to be the one you want.
The one you look at with pride.

I try to be her.
The girl that's always smiling.
Always laughing.
Always the one you want.

I can't seem to get it right.
I'm always wrong.
Always lost.
Never the one you come to for anything at all. 

I want to be strong.
I want to be her.
To be looked at like that.
To be looked at with admiration. 

I wish this was a Nightmare.
Something that would come to an end.
I'd wake and see all is well.
But dreams don't come true. 

I'm that girl you see.
The girl that's lost.
wrong.
and alone.

-FromUnkown