Pjo_Fangirl27

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I'm currently extremely stressed and angry at the same time because today has been shit and tomorrow is important. First, we had some end of year testing that I was stressing over last night. Then in gym class apparently TRISTAN has never heard of a pass and just decided to run straight into me, knocking me over, TWO TIMES to get to the base I was guarding (we were both on field, on the same team). Then when I thought I would hopefully relax by playing some games on my computer, it decided not to work and just stress me out more instead. I know I should be baking something because that helps me calm down, but I'll just feel unproductive because I have more end of year testing tomorrow to stress about especially because I have to write an argumentative essay with the test tomorrow. Life is just great right now. (Note the heavy sarcasm in the previous sentence)

Pjo_Fangirl27

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I'm currently extremely stressed and angry at the same time because today has been shit and tomorrow is important. First, we had some end of year testing that I was stressing over last night. Then in gym class apparently TRISTAN has never heard of a pass and just decided to run straight into me, knocking me over, TWO TIMES to get to the base I was guarding (we were both on field, on the same team). Then when I thought I would hopefully relax by playing some games on my computer, it decided not to work and just stress me out more instead. I know I should be baking something because that helps me calm down, but I'll just feel unproductive because I have more end of year testing tomorrow to stress about especially because I have to write an argumentative essay with the test tomorrow. Life is just great right now. (Note the heavy sarcasm in the previous sentence)

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I got my friend started reading Harry Potter and she's just starting the second book but she just asked me if Hedwig would be with Harry all throughout his years at Hogwarts. I didn't have the heart to tell her what happens so I kinda paniced and said "pretty much". I'm probably going to regret that once she gets to /that/ part of the series but that's fine. 

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My brother is trying to connect a computer to the TV so we can watch a movie but it isn't working and he's getting mad at it and so he's starting to get snappy. With every word he's saying now I can feel my anxiety increasing and my mental health decreasing. I am now at the point where I'm hiding under my blanket, getting progressively more stressed. My friend is trying to calm him down but he's just getting more angry and I'm really stressing out. I'm kinda getting scared as well so that's fun.

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@Pjo_Fangirl27 *update* we gave up on the movie
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My mom was playing some music and American Idiot by Green Day came on. For some context, this is a woman who raised me and my brother on christian country, Weird Al, and 80s rock. I didn't know she even listened to music with swear words in it. Then she said she didn't even particularly like American Idiot, but she liked Green Day so that's the only reason she had that song on there.

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At my school, the band class has two teachers. We'll call them Mr. Nice and Ms. Eh. We're typically split into flutes, clarinets, and trumpets in one room and everyone else in another. Each is taught by one of the teachers. My group is typically taught by Mr. Nice but we sometimes switch so today we had Ms. Eh. For some reason she decided to only point out the saxophone's mistakes (I play the saxophone). Now I was already not having a great day and was being extremely critical of myself then she comes along and only points out the flaws of my section. Now it'd be more understandable if we were the only ones making mistakes but we weren't. Other sections were making just as many mistakes as us. At one point she even narrowed it down to where about three people were playing in front of the entire class so she could point out what we were doing wrong. Now I understand why the rest of the band doesn't like Ms. Eh and prefers Mr. Nice much more. 

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School sucks. I just spent about ten minutes crying because I didn't know how to do some questions on my homework that nobody ever taught me how to do. Now the rest of the class may have learned it and that's great, but I chose to do online school the first semester (at the same school might I add) because of Covid. For some reason, despite being the same school district, the curriculum was different for online as opposed to in-person. That means when I came back after winter break, the others had learned some things that I didn't. This really sucks when we're given homework that reviews what they learned throughout the year. I have math before study hall so I can't ask the teacher for help then and I can't ask for help from my parents or older brother because my mom and brother both aren't very good with algebra and my dad already left for work. Luckly I have a friend that can help out. Except Snapchat decided to not work properly and it was extremely frustrating to even be able to ask her. All of this because school sucks and couldn't figure out that it might be difficult to come back to school after online school if the curriculum were different. Honestly, it feels like the school is trying to punish us for doing online school WHICH THEY OFFERED!! Not only was the curriculum different, but the website kept crashing so we'd lose the ability to work on schoolwork for a couple days and we were still expected to turn in all of our week's assignments at the same time despite not being able to work for multiple days that week. Also, we had 18 weeks of schoolwork for each class with only 16 weeks to work on it so we had to do extra classes some weeks just to pass the class (if we didn't pass the class we'd have to pay ~$100 per class to take it again and we'd have to take it consecutively with the next semester's classes). If you can't tell, I'm kinda mad about this whole thing. Sorry for the rant, I just got tired of keeping it all to myself. 

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I was trying to make some soup and I had to sautè some vegetables for it and with the chaos that comes from me never being prepared whenever I cook or bake (because I always decide to make it last minute and don't think), I burnt them. When I looked back at the burnt vegetables I imagined Sanji looking at me, disappointed. Then in my head I said that I wasn't making to impress anyone and that it was good enough. I then proceeded to mentally call myself an idiot while waiting for it to boil. And my brother keeps trying to show me how he's running Windows 98 on a computer as I'm typing this. At least my pie turned out fine though. 

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I just found out that my brother got himself a detention. How did I find out you ask? I got a notification from the calendar app that's connected to my Mom's calendar app (because then I know stuff beforehand) to remind her to pick my brother up from detention when it ends. You know, I'm not even very surprised. It's probably for not turning in homework because his advice when I start complaining about homework is to just not do it like him. I believe there's a reason I have no lower than a B+ while he's failing a class. Oh yeah, I still have homework to do now... but I'm not gonna rn...