Phanaticz

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That’s it. Zappi and I have broken off contact, she clearly doesn’t want to speak to me anymore, no matter how willing I was to try and fix things. Even though it’s been a month or two, my heart still feels crushed. This account is no longer shared. I’ve changed the password, removed the description. I’ll leave what she wrote up for a short while, but I may take it down. It hurts too fucking much. Maybe someday I’ll become active here, but the memories that come along with this place just make me want to cry all over again. So, if you want to read what she’s written, read it now while you still can. Because I may be taking it down. I hope you all are doing okay. I miss you all. 

Alexandreaxoxo

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Phanaticz

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That’s it. Zappi and I have broken off contact, she clearly doesn’t want to speak to me anymore, no matter how willing I was to try and fix things. Even though it’s been a month or two, my heart still feels crushed. This account is no longer shared. I’ve changed the password, removed the description. I’ll leave what she wrote up for a short while, but I may take it down. It hurts too fucking much. Maybe someday I’ll become active here, but the memories that come along with this place just make me want to cry all over again. So, if you want to read what she’s written, read it now while you still can. Because I may be taking it down. I hope you all are doing okay. I miss you all. 

Alexandreaxoxo

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Hey y’all. It’s been a while. I’ve come to realize this fact. This account might as well be dead. Zappi and I are rarely active, and any update or stories we do post aren’t getting more than 5 views. I want to get this out of the way first. We are in no way shape or form popular, nor expecting you to be watching every post we make. At all. None of you have to be reading what we make. Anyways. When I ask how people are doing when I write something, nobody actually tells me. I’ve notoced it mostly in the last couple of days since posting “A Sea Of Sunshine and Sorrows”. It’s been 4-ish days, and the only view let has been me. I know this may be mainly due to the fact that most of you don’t like or listen to BTS. And that’s okay. Plus, when was the last time I updated one of my stories? July? August for OTTO? Maybe December or January for thoughts I think sometimes? I get it. You’ve lost interest in us. I’ll be honest. That’s our fault. As it was, I was really the only active one. Even then, my visits kept getting further and further apart, and I started to lose the friends I had made here. And it really fucking sucks. I’ll admit. I started losing interest in Phan, as I do with many of my phases. I stopped being as invested, stooped watching all of their YouTube videos. Same goes for everything else that I’ve gone through a phase for. And I apologize. I just feel as if I’ve moved on, at least for now. I’ve moved to other platforms, a different-ish life. So if any of you still even want to talk to me, message me and I can let you know. But otherwise, I hope you are doing well, and I hope you’ll support me in this new chapter of my life.
          Love, Pluto

Phanaticz

I posted a BTS short story, if anyone wants to take a look, it’s Sope, ish! I thought it was the least I could do in apology.

Phanaticz

Hai, I’m so sorry I’ve been gone so long. Hopefully I’ll have a BTS short story up soon, once I edit it and make sure it’s cleared. I’ve missed you all!

Phanaticz

I really want to look happy on here for once, but I’ve been at one of my lowest points ever for the last week or two. I’m sorry for not being more active, and I know that all of you are just sick of my apologies. If any of you still care at all, I’m sorry.

Phanaticz

Isn’t it rather sad that the only view on my new chapter is the one that it automatically gets from me? It just really puts everything in perspective, doesn’t it. It shows that my inconsistency and my lack of updates have just caused people to drift away.