Miss Alice

Hi, I love and enjoy reading "like a Phoenix".

I thought I did more than enough drafts, I didn't think I would make like almost 21 drafts!

I hate myself. 
          Not only did I went on hiatus for god knows how long but now, but I also lost the motivation to continue doing this. 
          I'm currently having like 5+ drafts right now, and I don't know when I'll publish it. 
          But now, I will be taking on a diploma in Teaching English as a Secondary Language (TESL), I don't know when I'll be able to finish it.

For those watching the Endgame.
          Prepare yourselves with tissue and popcorn
          And for the love of god go to the bathroom before coming in, and please dont bring kids that don't know how to be quiet.
          AND PLEASE LOWER YOUR PHONE'S BRIGHTNESS.
          
          Sincerely,
          From someone who's been crying in the theatre.

I am the real definition of bad luck, even in love. 
          Fuck you man, I love you for 1 year and almost 4 months. 
          And I now I casually see you brought the girl who you 'accidentally' liked at your college on a date? Even after we planned on a date days prior but cancelled cause it will clash with your class? Uncool 
          She didn't do jack shit, I taught you to be less short-tempered and all that hard work you just went to her? 
          Bitch, the only difference is you never saw me went hiking. 
          I told myself I'm done with love, and now the only thing I love is my fictional Food Souls from Food Fantasy and Manhwas.

For my college/university or trying to get into one followers, 
          Are admission officers a dick or just mine?

I just found out my entitled 'friend'(bully) is going to the same universities that I applied to, I am either-
          A. Kill myself if I got accepted to the same place as she is 
          B. Literally, apply last minute to another university
          Or-
          C. Kill her for being an entitled brat

PEOPLE! I AM IN LOVE WITH MANHWA!
          If you don't know what manhwa is, you should know. 
          It's like a comic but made from Korea, it's fun cause from what I see most of them came from the inspiration of reincarnation. 
          There's this one character that is like the spitting image of my OC (Alistair/Chiyaki) and thus I'm currently making a draft of my OC's story!
          I don't know when it will be done but I assure you that I might publish it if I feel content with it!

I don't even bloody care at this point, I literally had to put the date of the release of Shazam! in my calendar and will go to watch there myself. 
          Not to mention Hellboy as well, I swear I will watch it myself if I have to too. 
          Can't forget Avengers: Endgame too. 
          My brothers' lucky asses got free premiere tickets to watch those and don't even bother to even ask me about it. 
          Fuck them, fuck everyone. 
          I'm done playing nice. 
          Say hello to my ass if anyone ask.

Is it just me or when I finally got the idea, make like 2 chapters and abandoned it and then return back after like 1 month or so, I read back and like "whoa, when did this brilliant idea come from? I must continue!" 
          And then you did, but after like the 100+ words, you stopped?