bruh.

I'm just reading my old stuff in silent agony. Still gonna post all my drafts, though. I don't really want to edit them, but I'm thinking of taking a look just to compare how I used to write to what I know now about writing. To be honest, I think that although most of it makes me cringe, there are some aspects of my old writing that I want to take and incorporate into how I write now. Over the course of the past two years I've kinda rejected my old writing style entirely, and I feel like how I write now is so devoid of creativity and exploration and mostly focused on the more technical side of everything. It just lacks every bit of experimentation that I loved doing with Composure. I want to experiment again. I want to regain that freedom of mind. I feel like I've trapped myself.

I hope you all are having a happy holiday, cozied up on your couches and enjoying a mug of hot cocoa by the fireplace. So read your Wattpad stories and drink your cocoa; enjoy this little moment of peace. The new year is coming and we all have a long road ahead of us—goals to consider, goals to fulfill, roads to find and roads to pave. But if you hear that fireplace crackling, relax, it’s okay. It’s the holidays. It’s still 2017.
          
          You have a whole six days until 2018.
          
          Happy Holidays and have a great New Year!

There's a new story up on @theladyblog called An Alchemist's Weakness. Violet and I worked real hard on it. I'm sure that those of you who like *•M A G I C•* will enjoy it, so check it out. Thanks! (๑╹ω╹๑ )

“Y-Yeah, hahah,” she chuckled incredulously, her face flushing. “I meant to do that.” She clicked her tongue as she bobbed a set of finger-guns at him before dabbing and kinda just kindly jumping out the window.
          
          ^^^That's basically what I type when I can't think of how to write a scene and it kinda just turns to shiz
          
          That doesn't mean that I'm not keeping part of it, though. The style of it kinda shows just how she's feeling.
          
          Mewfufufu.

I love your profile picture so much. Chloe is glowing ❤️

Your bio is really interesting

Lol, and thanks!

@heartwares no problem! And lol. I only know the lyrics while the song is playing. It's a problem I face often, when I'm in the shower and trying to sing along to a song stuck in my head, and I only end up remembering the lyrics and end up humming it instead. But yeah, it's quite interesting so far. I added it to my private library so I could read it when I don't have internet (which will be for a few days). I hope I can get to it, since I'll also be trying to work on a fanfiction for one of my favorite shows.

*when you find out a quarter through the fourth manga book that they kissed in the third and the library just happened not to have that one, and then right after finding that out, the love-interest kisses her*
          
          
          First I was wailing when I found out I missed them kissing (I hugged my cat and he didn't try to run for dear life this time—thank you for that, kitty), and then I was like—
          
          *incoherent fangirling noises*
          
          —when he suddenly kissed her again out of the blue

Am I lucky if ladybugs keep landing on my stuff? Like seriously, a ladybug in my hair, on my backpack, on my phone, on the windowsill right next to me... Maybe I shouldn't be so superstitious. Lol.