I hate feeling stupid, unless I’m not focusing on someone almost completely I only hear bits and pieces of what they are saying, and some times I have a question on my mind so I won’t be paying full attention and then I’ll ask my question and someone will make me feel even stupider than I already feel by saying something like ‘did you not hear what (name) just said’ and I just get all choked up cause if I talk back I get yelled at do I just don’t say anything at all then the person who was talking asks if I have gone stupid and can’t talk anymore so I answer them stand still with my back to the wall till that person leaves. Then I proceed to go into a room shut the door and cry