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This is a dream I had.
Feat. Tom Hiddleston-
Tom was driving to a lil date with friends of his (lets just say Chris H, Benedict C, and Tom H for the fuck of it) and I had stayed up all night (cuz of my nocturnal insomnia thingy) so he told me that I could take a nap. So next thing I know I open my eyes and theres a car in front of us and Tom was coming to a stop (but I didn’t think he was going to stop cuz he was going so fast) and I started SCREAMING. Tears pouring down my face and hyperventilating. Tom immediately looks over at me with worry on his face and was like “OHMYGOD ARE YOU OKAY?! WHAT HAPPENED?”
And I was just crying, “Just stop the car. Stop the fucking car. We are gonna crash. Stop, please FUCKING STOP.”
So next thing I know he’s pulling into the nearest parking lot and just trying to calm me down and get me back from my scared state. And we ended up getting in the back seat and watching something on his phone until I got cooled down and back to sleep. Then he texted Chris he’d be late and he’d be there in a second.
Now, this was probably one of the best things I’ve ever dreamed because I have a BIG fear of riding in cars and my family (who I live with) NEVER cares if I feel uncomfortable or scared in the car (even though some of them were in the car accident that resulted in my PTSD). So it felt really.... different that someone would drop everything just to make sure I was okay. Like, I don’t remember ever having that kind of experience, so it just made me feel safe and loved (something I haven’t felt in the LONGEST time). I just wanted to share because as much as I wish this could happen (its a grand possibility it won’t), I just want to keep the dream alive in case I never get to feel it. Thanks for listening, really appreciate it.