Zea

stan zoloft (my life has significantly improved since i started this silly blue pill and i love life)  
          anyways things do get better, even if the “better” isn’t quite what i hoped it would be. i think being happy and excited about life again is all i should’ve ever asked for, because it truly changes everything. do i have a close-knit group of friends again? no, but do i have people in my life i’m excited to see and i care about deeply? yes. am i in love again? no, but i’m in love with myself atp like i love me and i feel like that’s enough right now. i don’t know why i’m writing this here, but i guess i’m drawn here to say this all. no social media app i could post this on would take my words as just my inner thoughts. writing these silly little stories when i was 13–16 was honestly something that really kept me going. i didn’t feel so alone for even just a moment. does it help now? no, but that’s because i find myself too busy to write or too uninspired. this isn’t my rock anymore, but i do try to tend to it on occasion. 
          because of these stories i’m still here today, and i’m so happy for that. i was so embarrassed about this part of my life for so long, and still get some judgement for it here and there. but none of what others said ever mattered, because it mattered to me. because it kept me alive at the end of the day. and here i am, and i love you all even if most of you have grown up, too. 
          happy suicide awareness month everyone. please stay safe and please feel free to reach out to me for literally anything. i’m here for y’all <3

i don’t often go through notifications on here but when i do, i find the weirdest threads of comments based off of the most innocent of sentences. i’m scared. terrified.  you guys scare me.

i have not been on this silly app in months. are you all alive? i hope so. 
          considering coming back to continue my unfinished stories if anyone is interested, just let me know :) 
          my percy jackson and avengers knowledge has decreased quite a bit since then but ohhh welllll. i will try.
          

can i translate your story "a good kid" in italian?

Why is Good Kid at over a million reads? Why. Why that story. That is my worst story, y’all are tasteless </3 /lh 

I don’t have the entire Deatheater story rewritten yet, but I’m thinking of posting the first few chapters soon

That’s it, I’m rewriting Deatheater.

Ughhh, getting new clothes and taking a bunch of pictures just makes me feel so motivated to be creative. Don’t Even know why but I feel hot and I feel inspired, so let’s goooo

I just watches the new Spider-Man movie. I hate Sony and marvel sm right now I can’t even express it

I updated the cover art for Deatheater if anyone wants to check it out !!! :0