Hufflepuff_HazelWood

hello i am VERY not good i switched from an iphone 7+ to an X yesterday and now my apps will not redownload and every time i try to download one it says “you must purchase this app to install it” and i’m so confused what do i do cause i don’t know my facebook login (plus i really don’t want to lose all of my stuff on minecraft) and i don’t know if it will keep me logged in but i don’t think it will if i delete it and redownload it so aghhhh i need help how do i make it work i have ios 12.4.1

name-alreadyinuse

@Hufflepuff_HazelWood did you find out how to deal with it?
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jAzzy_drArry

@Hufflepuff_HazelWood I wish i could help, but I’m still sitting here on my iPhone 5s and I’m running 12.4
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_nomad_

hey there, Potterhead! Will you please read my story? It's complete. It would be awesome to know what a Tom Riddle fan think about his story. Have a wonderful day!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/129003908-lost
          
          P.S. I am sorry if you find my request redundant and annoying. I merely wanted to know your opinion.

Thatbooklover16

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Hufflepuff_HazelWood

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hi i just read the first one and BLOODY FUCK YEAH 
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Hufflepuff_HazelWood

hello i am VERY not good i switched from an iphone 7+ to an X yesterday and now my apps will not redownload and every time i try to download one it says “you must purchase this app to install it” and i’m so confused what do i do cause i don’t know my facebook login (plus i really don’t want to lose all of my stuff on minecraft) and i don’t know if it will keep me logged in but i don’t think it will if i delete it and redownload it so aghhhh i need help how do i make it work i have ios 12.4.1

name-alreadyinuse

@Hufflepuff_HazelWood did you find out how to deal with it?
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jAzzy_drArry

@Hufflepuff_HazelWood I wish i could help, but I’m still sitting here on my iPhone 5s and I’m running 12.4
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Hufflepuff_HazelWood

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i’m about to reread it was all just a game. everyone wish me luck cause i’m about to revisit so much trauma 
          
          @write_me227 i love you so much but i’m about to fucking hate you for a few days 

Hufflepuff_HazelWood

@jAzzy_drArry i’m on chapter 5 ish as of the end of yesterday but i’ll probably start reading again in a few hours 
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Hufflepuff_HazelWood

@Rockhop233 once i messaged her to make sure she was ok since someone who writes that much and that accurately about characters with mental disorders could not be ok and now we talk occasionally it’s so fun 
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Hufflepuff_HazelWood

update on the therapist thingy: i asked my mom if i could get a therapist and she said she’ll “look into it” which usually means she’s just pretending to consider it so that i don’t press her on it but i made her get the therapist who i want’s number and i’m not completely sure she texted her but she might have and i’m gonna make sure she did tomorrow so maybe i might actually get a therapist!!! i’m so genuinely excited but i also almost threw up asking my mom sooo :))

Hufflepuff_HazelWood

greetings again. 
          
          lots of people reached out being super supportive so here’s a little update: 
          
          i reached out to one of my friends and they hooked me up with their therapist’s number. the plan is to get my mom to take me for anxiety but i already talked to the therapist and she knows i’ll be there fore than anxiety but she’s super strict about patient-therapist confidentiality so as long as i’m not hurting myself or someone else or someone is hurting me she won’t tell my parents anything i tell her unless i am ok with it. 
          
          i’m really hoping to get this done soon and that my health insurance/veteran’s affairs (bc my dad is a disabled vet) will pay for most of it cause i don’t want to make my parents spend more than is necessary on me when they’re already spending a lot on extracurriculars this year. 

Hufflepuff_HazelWood

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update; found a better way to word my problems so here it is:
          
          i need to get out of my house and away from my parents and i need to not live with them and i’ve been relying on the fact that one day i would graduate and be able to get a girlfriend and be an openly lgbtq+ writer and activist and go to princeton and just be happy but i’m so scared that humans are gonna have bigger issues like global warming happen and we might go extinct before then and i can’t escape my parents any other way because i can’t emancipate myself cause i’m not 16 and my family isn’t abusive so i can’t file restraining orders against them and i can’t escape to a friends house or run away because they’d just find me and take back and i can’t kill myself because my family would think that i loved them and was just stressed about school and my death would just be another teen suicide that no one really cares about and writing a note would be so much work when i can’t even write a full chapter of a short story in one sitting or clean my room without having a mental breakdown and i can’t even go to an adult outside of my family because they’re always gonna say the same thing which is “god is watching over you” and some other christian bullshit when i’m not even a christian and have been forced to hide that fact from my family and most other people so that my family doesn’t find out and kick me out just like they would if i told them i was a lesbian and if i were to go to anyone they’d probably just tell my parents too or they might not even support me and they could just tell my parents everything or just not help me at all and there’s no way to escape and i feel so trapped in this life and the light at the end of the tunnel that i used to believe in is fading so quickly and i know tomorrow i’ll just live it out and no one besides my friends that i’ve talked to about this today will ever know or care and i can barely breathe with all of this on my mind 

Hufflepuff_HazelWood

@PattyTheDaddy (love the username btw) oofies
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