Idk how many of you are gonna Read this but my mental state has worsened up... I don't wanna write I have too much hard studies i can't cope up. Then i miss my boyfriend so much but I can't text him cause he is 11th grader and lot busy like I'm. We cant make so much time but we love each other so I'm kinda depressed how 15 hrs has changed to 15 mins for busy schedule so yeah i wnaan focus on studies. But I'll come back here soon maybe when I'm better but rn im not good. I can't write in not fine....