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so. 
          
          i havent updated any of my stories in a while and it's partially bc i was in europe for a while but im also ... just trying to decide if im gonna stop writing. 
          
          the first reason is that as i get older im drifting further and further away from fanfiction. i used to be a pretty constant ff reader and writer, but atp theres only one ff that i still follow bc the writing is so good nd i love the author. 
          
          my writing recently has not in any way enjoyable for me. its been more like a stress, because i know there are people who enjoy my stories and i dont want to let anyone down but its really hard for me to get the motivation to write anymore. 
          
          the other reason is hard and sad for me but i'm working on accepting it- i'm falling out with stray kids. i love them to death still but i've been getting into other groups that i've found have matched more with my personal music taste (lol taste get it). ofc i still like skz's music but i have been ulting stray kids for four years which means i started ulting them when i was like 13/14. and obviously my music taste has changed a lot since then. 
          
          skz was a HUGE part of my life for a very long time and i appreciate and love them for that and look on my memories fondly but as i grow up ive found myself moving onto other things, and although its hard even for me to be able to say that, i'm trying to be honest with myself. i really also think i would've stopped ulting skz sooner if i didnt have a close group of stay friends who kept me interested in skz the first half of this year. bc honestly for a while its become more of a chore to watch content n stuff and i hate guilting myself into feeling obligated when all it's done for the past while is make me feel tired. 
          
          im not decided yet but im gonna be on hiatus while i figure out whether its of my best interest to finish my stories or not. 
          
          thank you all for the constant love and support, it's meant the world to me and i really appreciate each and every one of you<3

100k reads on you first and i will cry abt it

new layout again

@TheLilacButterfly AHHHSLKGJDFD THANK YOUUU

new layout!!

you first is #10 in kpop out of 190K stories?? ITS FINE IM FINE

LOVE DIVE OSRGIFNHNG OFDJSVBOJGFNDJOHNGOFDNGSLKNOMG#*)REGH #)(WRFH

you first is #2 in minsung???

if i dont update any of my stories within the next week you guys fully have permission to throw sand in my eyes