Da1nonlyJesusChrist

I think wattpad have beef with me  wattpad why you deleting the fanart i post hmm? 

elliexheavenly

Ahahhaha
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Da1nonlyJesusChrist

Ok y'all, I need your help.... Please tell me if what I'm feeling or doing rn is selfish. Ok so my mom and dad have been separated for like 8 years now. They separated cos my dad was very much abusive and manipulative. Rn my dad is not present in our life cus my mom cut ties with him last month cos my dad was very much not giving money for child support. When they separated my mom didn't pay attention to dating cos she needed to focus on her work to pay for my dads debts that he forgot to pay it, so it meant my mom was paying for it. So just recently my mom started to talk to one of her suitor's (dude, my momma a MILF) his name is Richard. He is very kind, actually, nicer than my dad (they have been talking for like a while now, like 2 months, and they have gone to 3 dates already) every night they would ft and talk to each other on their phones. He works on a different country so if u didn't know i live in the Philippines and he works as a sailor/seaman so his in a ship rn until may bcos that's his work and he makes cash y'all big CASH so his like rich (congrats mom!) He always ask my mom onour well beinHe always asks my mom about me and my sister and brothers welll-being. Since we haven't go to disneyland , he would ask my mom on what kind of toys do we want there on disneyland or what kind of souvenir do we want when come he comes back home to the Philippines. So i would tease my mom about her being and richard and she will blush like a teenage girl when their crush notice them, I would tease her and be dramatic and tell her to don't leave us yet that she still has kids. Here is the reason why i think im selfish, its not that i want my mom to be happy... i think its bcos theres a still small part of me that i want my mom and dad to be back together when i know it wont happen cus my dad is a abusive and manipulative cnt. Cus like who does want a broken family, cus i dont want that. I feel like my sister and brother is now forgetting my dad and replacing him 1/2

Da1nonlyJesusChrist

Thank you all so much for the advice. It made me realize that my mom was making me feel guilty once again
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juliedbbs

@ Da1nonlyJesusChrist  sweetheart, it's you're not selfish. It's okay to feel that way, you could try to talk to someone you feel confortable with to help you with feeling just a little less like this. ❤
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elliexheavenly

It’s okay to feel like that he was ur dad and it doesn’t matter if he wasn’t a very good one u can still miss him and wanting ur siblings not to forget about him is completely okay 
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f0rgodsakeH4rrY

I just spent ages reading ur bio bc I can't read properly so yw for that

Da1nonlyJesusChrist

Pray and ask forgiveness dear children for yall have sinned.

Da1nonlyJesusChrist

Yall i just posted a book with draco malfoy fanart (NSFW) the shower fanart even there