Curseblood17

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I want to make this very clear because I heard someone say this: autistic people are NOT dumb! My father is autistic, he is one of the smartest people I know. I am autistic, yes, I have no knowledge when it comes to school subjects, but I am VERY smart when it comes to history or anything I like.
          	
          	Most people with autism work like this: give them a website about something they have no interest in, they will not pay attention and complain. And later they will forget they ever even saw that website. But give them a website with a topic they are interested in, they will remember every sentence on the website and will be able to tell you every little fact that website had.
          	Autistic people are NOT dumb, they just struggle with remembering things and learning. It is the main reason I dropped out of school. I had NO interest in any of my school subjects, so I never remembered anything, resulting in grades that were just high enough to make me pass a grade. I only had high grades in history. Why? Because I have a big interest in history.
          	
          	I had a friend with autism, he was one of the smartest students in the whole school. His best subject was math because he has an interest in numbers and loves when I give him random math problems so he can solve them. He can solve the hardest math problems in the math book as if it isn't the hardest math problem in the whole damn book.
          	
          	My doctor explained autism like this: you have mental intelligence and verbal intelligence. My brothers verbal intelligence is VERY low because he struggles speaking in public, even to me and my parents, but his mental intelligence is smart. While with me, my verbal intelligence is medium, I don't struggle speaking in public and can say my mind, but I have dyslexia and learning disability so that also affects me.  While my mental intelligence is VERY high because I am able to remember very specific things that interest me.
          	(But remember, autism is different for everyone. Hope this all made any sense...)

aduna200

@Curseblood17  my friend has autism, but when it comes to science she is always one of the top students.
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WyattHeath

@Curseblood17 i’m Autism too and i have AHAD
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just_alessia

@Curseblood17 I can't relate, but you sound like a wonderful person. Much love! 
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just_alessia

Hi! T'was hoping you could read my book
          
          https://my.w.tt/tXRTg3L4S7
          
          and become friends? 

Curseblood17

@ just_alessia It's also nice to meet you. Our differences? Do you mean that I dislike books and you like them? 
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just_alessia

@just_alessia though our differences, it's a pleasure to meet you. 
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just_alessia

@Curseblood17 that's totally fine
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Curseblood17

this message may be offensive
I want to make this very clear because I heard someone say this: autistic people are NOT dumb! My father is autistic, he is one of the smartest people I know. I am autistic, yes, I have no knowledge when it comes to school subjects, but I am VERY smart when it comes to history or anything I like.
          
          Most people with autism work like this: give them a website about something they have no interest in, they will not pay attention and complain. And later they will forget they ever even saw that website. But give them a website with a topic they are interested in, they will remember every sentence on the website and will be able to tell you every little fact that website had.
          Autistic people are NOT dumb, they just struggle with remembering things and learning. It is the main reason I dropped out of school. I had NO interest in any of my school subjects, so I never remembered anything, resulting in grades that were just high enough to make me pass a grade. I only had high grades in history. Why? Because I have a big interest in history.
          
          I had a friend with autism, he was one of the smartest students in the whole school. His best subject was math because he has an interest in numbers and loves when I give him random math problems so he can solve them. He can solve the hardest math problems in the math book as if it isn't the hardest math problem in the whole damn book.
          
          My doctor explained autism like this: you have mental intelligence and verbal intelligence. My brothers verbal intelligence is VERY low because he struggles speaking in public, even to me and my parents, but his mental intelligence is smart. While with me, my verbal intelligence is medium, I don't struggle speaking in public and can say my mind, but I have dyslexia and learning disability so that also affects me.  While my mental intelligence is VERY high because I am able to remember very specific things that interest me.
          (But remember, autism is different for everyone. Hope this all made any sense...)

aduna200

@Curseblood17  my friend has autism, but when it comes to science she is always one of the top students.
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WyattHeath

@Curseblood17 i’m Autism too and i have AHAD
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just_alessia

@Curseblood17 I can't relate, but you sound like a wonderful person. Much love! 
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Curseblood17

I made a Girls und Panzer x Reader Scenarios book! Please check it out~!
          It only has four chapters so far, but I already love writing for it.

Curseblood17

I AM FURIOUS, and freaking out! A site named Truyen4u stole my stories, ALL my books. They are even using my username to make it look as if I'm writing it. I'M NOT, IT'S STOLEN! Please do not read it on there. I ONLY HAVE BOOKS ON QUOTEV, TUMBLR AND WATTPAD! If you find me on any other site, please don't read it because it will be stolen.

Frisky908

@Curseblood17 or ask a friend
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Frisky908

@Curseblood17 nope! But I think that you can ask your parents or you can look it up
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Curseblood17

@Frisky908  I never reported anything before. Do you know how I report something? 
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Curseblood17

I don't know if this is only me or other authors too, but I tend to forget to do a few characters' scenarios every now and then when I'm too busy and I publish it too fast. It's okay for the people in the comments to remind me I forgot to add that person, what is NOT okay is to make up the whole scenario for that person yourselves in the comments. I think that's one of the rudest things you can do to an author, trying to write their work for them. And even IF you are gonna do it, AT LEAST COPY THE WAY THEY WRITE! I write in the past tense because it's easier, if you are gonna write something because I forgot to add it, put it in the past tense and not any other way! Also I have never seen someone write it in the comments the way the character they are writing for would actually react and it always comes off as cringy, if you're not a scenario writer or are a beginner, don't fix someone's work who has been doing it for years.
          
          (None of this message probably made sense, but my point is; don't write parts the author forgot to add, just remind them and they will come fix it.)

Nadia_Sana

@Curseblood17  Sorry to hear that. But you instill a good point, it is a shame to see people do that .
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Curseblood17

My biggest pet peeve? When authors make MCs in "x reader" scenario books have personality, or mentions how they look, their race and gender. NO! The MC in scenario books needs to be a blank slate so that the person reading it can imagine themselves as that person! If you're a male troublemaker with brown hair and you make the MC be a very kind female with blonde hair, no way can the reader imagine themselves as the MC then!
          I HATE IT SO MUCH! Ugh! The only times I accept the reader having a personality/gender is in one-shots where it REALLY MATTERS and is IMPORTANT to the plot. Otherwise, the MC also has to be a blank slate so the readers can imagine themselves as the MC.

ninjago_kid2007

@Curseblood17 exactly tho!! Im a male, and its really hard to read x readers when its a friking girl!! Btw, they usually do *insert hair colored* headed girl, my hair is friking black!! U tryna be rude, i have nothing against black people, but im white dude!
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4RealKiri

For real though :(
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Curseblood17

I get a few comments of how people say I should stop mentioning I have autism because they don't care and should stop speaking on the behalf of autistic people.
          1: I don't care whether you care or not. (I'm not gonna sugarcoat anything, I just took a shower and I'm mad because showers are places were my bad thoughts start coming up)
          2: I don't think I ever spoke on behalf of ALL autistic people, the furthest I will go to mentioning others is saying "I know a few" or something like that, but I do not speak on behalf of ALL autistic because every autistic person is different.
          3: I mention my autism so people know I'm not trying to be mean but I tend to come off as mean because I struggle with understanding opinions, feelings, emotions and how some basic things work.
          4: I mention autism a lot because I know many people don't know what autism is or how autism works, so I'm basically trying to show people my signs of autism, the difficulties I faced due my autism and how autism works so people can understand how difficult living with autism is.
          (I will probably delete this when I'm not mad anymore.)

WholesomeSourHour

I don’t have autism but I think it’s important to inform and teach people about it! So you keep talking about it!
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80s_pepsi_bvby

@Curseblood17 I completely agree with you. I have hearing aids, and I am mostly deaf. I mention it a lot because most people either dont remember, or dont know. I want them to be informed.
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FightingCardboard

@Curseblood17 hey, we’re autism buddies! I know a few autistic people too
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Curseblood17

I don't get why people think Harry Potter is black. I really don't get it. It stated many times in the books how Harry was white-faced, she was probably referring to how he was scared or something, but the main reason why I think he is white is: the book covers!
          Most of the book covers are approved by JK Rowling. And on the covers he is white, so I really don't get why people keep drawing him dark-skinned. If JK Rowling did not want him white, she would have told the artists to draw him darker or something like that.
          Thank you for coming to this useless rant I only wrote because I'm very annoyed and needed to get this out of my system. And I probably made half of you all mad at me...

Curseblood17

I hate that schools don't allow chewing gum. When I was still in school (I dropped out when I was 14), chewing gum was literally the only way I was able to sit through a class without stress and worrying about every little thing on my paper. I have a learning disability, autism and dyslexia, chewing gum helped me get through classes, so the second they didn't allow me to bring it to school anymore, I quit school because I knew I wouldn't be able to sit through a class without having a breakdown. (Which happened two times and crying in front of a class which is filled with all your bullies is the shittiest thing ever)

znava0809

Yeah I’m sorry too. No one should go through tough things. But i feel you I have sever anxiety and it’s easy for me to get a very very bad anxiety attack and the only way to get rid of it was chewing gum. I had three panic attacks and I’m only 13 
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AstroRockyMoonbin

@Curseblood17, Yeah, that sucks. I’m sorry that happened to you. Chewing gums helps me get through classes too. Having a breakdown happened to me too. I’m sorry that you had to go through that 
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