BoyfluxAegosexual

Should I write a Wuko fanfiction? (From Legend of Korra) 

BoyfluxAegosexual

Hey y'all! 
          
          Weird question: 
          
          Does anyone know of there's a word for someone who only has sexual attraction while in subspace? Cuz that's me and I still haven't found an existing word. 

flightlessrevenge

i don’t think it exists so my advice is to find some descriptive latin prefixes and add -sexual to the end. put it on tumblr. people will catch on 
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BoyfluxAegosexual

Same oof. I'm debating making one up but I don't wanna do that and start using it just for someone to say it's already a word. Eh, asking wattpad was a decent shot at least. 
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changingfortheworst

I'm quite interested in the songs you listen to, if you listen to music

changingfortheworst

@changingfortheworst I'll check them out and it's not often ppl like songs from the 2000 and early 2010s >^<
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BoyfluxAegosexual

I also like a lot of 2000-2010 songs 
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BoyfluxAegosexual

@changingfortheworst there's a big variety. Sebaton, Nightwish, Evanescence, panic! at the disco, tool, shpongle, green day, twenty one pilots, faith Marie, train. These are most of the bands that pop up on my Pandora account at least, but I listen to a lot more artists and bands too
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BoyfluxAegosexual

I had a dissociative episode for the first time in years.
          
          Can anyone here help me try to explain what it's like to just go numb? What it's like to have your emotions and processes just stop working? 
          
          I want to talk about it. I want to tell my loved ones about it. I want to nornalize it and maybe even heal it. 
          
          But I can't even figure out how to explain it. Everything sounds too simplified and not easy to actually understand. 

HydroHacker

@BoyfluxAegosexual it's like having an or of body experience, but your brain doesn't go anywhere.
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BoyfluxAegosexual

I've never had to stop reading a wattpad book due to bring triggered before but the party of me that was triggered was too close to home. I really feel like a sh!tty a$$ person but I legitimately can't read about something I've done myself to survive. I was able to relate to it and question why the character was able to do it so well when I couldn't until the reason why was pointed out. Then I started slowly panicking until I ended up in my own flashback. 
          
          What I'm talking about is the ability to kill yourself emotionally and I really wish I never had to learn how. I just can't keep reading from the POV of someone who had to learn how to do it, too. We might have different reasons but the result is still awful. 
          
          I'm sorry to the author of the book for not being able to continue reading. Maybe once I've healed correctly (if I ever do) I can try again. 

BoyfluxAegosexual

I appreciate the sentiment 
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HydroHacker

@BoyfluxAegosexual you're a very strong person
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