i’m addressing this here because i don’t know where else to address it
i’m aware that the first part of the story “her last wish” is cringe. i’m aware the nicknames are unbearable. i’m aware the writing is suboptimal. trust me, i’m aware. but i’m not going to change/edit it.
when i first started this story, i didn’t think people were going to read it. and that matters because if i don’t have an audience, then the person i’m writing to is me. 15 year old me wrote a story about a suffering girl who gets a chance to change that. 15 year old me found a way to process things she couldn’t before. 15 year old me found a way to cope and express things healthily.
maybe to y’all this is a days read but more than that it’s an ode to a girl who didn’t get that chance.
so the story is going to stay as it is, cringe and all. it’s something special to me, damn near sentimental. i think 15 year old me deserves to be put first. i think she deserves to be heard.
so, i’m not going to change it. not because i don’t want to, but because this story doesn’t belong to me. it belongs to a younger version of me. a sort of museum dedicated to who i used to be. it won’t be that anymore if the artwork is gone.
again, thank you to everyone who has read this. i love y’all and i’m wishing the absolutely for everyone single one of y’all. hope your days are filled with happiness. and if you ever need someone to talk to my dms are open♥️
[disclaimer: this story is not my real life story. the characters in it aren’t inspired by people i actually know. please do not think otherwise. thank you!!]
(i’ve accidentally deleted this twice this is the third time i’m writing it…pain)