AleenaHenry

Hey, Imma use this space as a personal diary cuz no one here knows of me and I don't think anyone would notice so yeah.
          	I feel so empty and just weird. I wanna cry so hard but the tears won't come. Ive been in a bad mood the entire day. I don't even know y. There's this weird and empty feeling inside me that won't go away even if I watched vids and stuff (cuz it used to go away like this). I have so much planned to do, like I wanna do some of my hobbies like art and reading and I wanna organize my room. I also wanna exercise to lose weight but I can't seem do to anything and I just spend the entire day in bed. This is so frustrating bcz I WANT to do it all but I CANT. Life is so hard I just wanna give up everything. I can't even study properly when I have so much stuff due once colleges open. I just...... Sighs..... I wish I knew what I was feeling and how to get rid of it.............

AleenaHenry

Hey, Imma use this space as a personal diary cuz no one here knows of me and I don't think anyone would notice so yeah.
          I feel so empty and just weird. I wanna cry so hard but the tears won't come. Ive been in a bad mood the entire day. I don't even know y. There's this weird and empty feeling inside me that won't go away even if I watched vids and stuff (cuz it used to go away like this). I have so much planned to do, like I wanna do some of my hobbies like art and reading and I wanna organize my room. I also wanna exercise to lose weight but I can't seem do to anything and I just spend the entire day in bed. This is so frustrating bcz I WANT to do it all but I CANT. Life is so hard I just wanna give up everything. I can't even study properly when I have so much stuff due once colleges open. I just...... Sighs..... I wish I knew what I was feeling and how to get rid of it.............

AleenaHenry

I dont know about y'all but the behind scenes made me cry harder than the MV did u see him?? Where is our cheerful chennie Chen? His smile wasn't the same, its like he couldn't smile at the camera, afraid of showing his emotions and when he was talking he kept averting his eyes from the camera. It hurts so much seeing him like this. His eyes were full of emotions but I couldn't find out if they were happy ones or sad ones...
          I hate those fcking antis for doing this to him. I really hope our angel is staying strong and not blaming himself. I hope he's taking care of himself and his family. I hope, no I know that exos are there with him and I hope he leans on them for support and doesn't bottle up his emotions
          
          Angel plz stay safe in the military and visit ur princess a lot she needs u.
          I hope when he comes back in 2022 he's even more wonderful and stronger than ever. 
          Love u angel Chen