-mimosa-

Well, hello hello everyone. I know that I basically went missing after I promised to be active here, but I feel the need to explain some stuff. 
          	I'm one exam away from finishing my session of exams for University and finally start my summer vacation and I thought that maybe I'll start being active here again, but as the inevitable passing of time eventually comes for all of us, I realized that I might be a little too old to be writing fanfics. I'm 20 now, no longer a teenager and I no longer have the time or passion to fantasize over stuff and turn them into fanfiction. As a teenager, I always told myself that I won't get over this phase, but it turns out it was a phase and now it doesn't kindle joy as it did before, but that because I feel out of place to do such things. My passion for writing will always be a part of me, but I dream to write my own stuff, and not fanfiction for anime. I still like to watch anime from time to time, but not as much as before because of the little time I have. I'm older now, I got over many phases, I'm more of an adult than I was at 18, I have my duties as a student and after so long of suffering, being mistreated and blamed for stuff I didn't do or say, I finally have a relationship with the most loving man who I see as the end game, for me. I want to marry this man one day, but for now I want to make as many memories as I can with him, have a more stabile
          	stable relationship so we can take it to that level. I'm leaving all of this to the new generations who I know and hope for to enjoy writing and carry this kind of legacy as long as they can. After all, we all have to overcome the "writing fanfics on wattpad or ao3" phase, be it successful or cringy. I hope this phase helps them as much as it helped me develop an amazing imagination and make me realize that I can do whatever makes me happy. 

iAkarini

Thank you for reaching out to the younger me, I never would’ve made it this this far as the person I am now. Thank you again, Hana-Chan. I’m sure whatever you set your heart on, you’ll do great. I wish you well!! <33
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-mimosa-

Thank you everyone for making and keeping this community for so long. I'm thankful for all the nice and kind and amazing people I met here and had the chance to talk with them, I hope you all have an amazing life, I love you all <3
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OtakuBoy2021

@mimosa I am a huge fan of your Love Can Be Shared story, even though Happy Sugar Life is one of my guilty pleasure. Even though I am a boy, I somewhat enjoy being a female reader XD. Anyways, I joined Wattpad on 5th August and began publishing my first story on 8th. You, along with other people I am following, have inspired/motivated my passion to become a Manga Artist, even though I suck in drawing, it has little to no scope in our country India, and my family is not financially strong to go abroad and study. Can you please check out my story and give me your feedback and tell me whether I can become one or not? Will you give me some suggestions ? 
          
          Till then, Sayonaraa ✌️✌️ 

-mimosa-

Well, hello hello everyone. I know that I basically went missing after I promised to be active here, but I feel the need to explain some stuff. 
          I'm one exam away from finishing my session of exams for University and finally start my summer vacation and I thought that maybe I'll start being active here again, but as the inevitable passing of time eventually comes for all of us, I realized that I might be a little too old to be writing fanfics. I'm 20 now, no longer a teenager and I no longer have the time or passion to fantasize over stuff and turn them into fanfiction. As a teenager, I always told myself that I won't get over this phase, but it turns out it was a phase and now it doesn't kindle joy as it did before, but that because I feel out of place to do such things. My passion for writing will always be a part of me, but I dream to write my own stuff, and not fanfiction for anime. I still like to watch anime from time to time, but not as much as before because of the little time I have. I'm older now, I got over many phases, I'm more of an adult than I was at 18, I have my duties as a student and after so long of suffering, being mistreated and blamed for stuff I didn't do or say, I finally have a relationship with the most loving man who I see as the end game, for me. I want to marry this man one day, but for now I want to make as many memories as I can with him, have a more stabile
          stable relationship so we can take it to that level. I'm leaving all of this to the new generations who I know and hope for to enjoy writing and carry this kind of legacy as long as they can. After all, we all have to overcome the "writing fanfics on wattpad or ao3" phase, be it successful or cringy. I hope this phase helps them as much as it helped me develop an amazing imagination and make me realize that I can do whatever makes me happy. 

iAkarini

Thank you for reaching out to the younger me, I never would’ve made it this this far as the person I am now. Thank you again, Hana-Chan. I’m sure whatever you set your heart on, you’ll do great. I wish you well!! <33
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-mimosa-

Thank you everyone for making and keeping this community for so long. I'm thankful for all the nice and kind and amazing people I met here and had the chance to talk with them, I hope you all have an amazing life, I love you all <3
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-mimosa-

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WHERE THE FUCK DO MEN GET THE AUDACITY TO ACT NICE TO YOU, MAKING YOU ALL VULNERABLE AND SHY AND ACT LIKE A GOODY TWO SHOES AND THEN POST ON THEIR PRIVATE STORY "I DON'T NEED A BITCH, I'M WHAT A BITCH NEEDS". I'M HOLLERING, I'M NEVER TRYING TO BE NICE EVER AGAIN, THE ONLY TIME I'M NICE AFTER A LONG FUCKING WHILE, THIS HAPPENS OMFG. 
          I'm sorry y'all, I just feel frustrated and I ain't got anyone to talk about this shit without being told to stop acting like a middle schooler lmao

-mimosa-

@Thatonehorse_Juan LMAO BRO WHAT
            I'm no longer calling that man my crush, but a cringey gacha phase 
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-mimosa-

@PeterWinchester3 my feelings for that man speedran outta my body faster than covid when I had it ong. Good thing that my other crush came in clutch and saved the ass of an entire species called men
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Thatonehorse_Juan

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@-mimosa-  They remind me of those gacha oc(s) that's sweet and nice but actually a demon hybrid lizard snake banana type shit
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-mimosa-

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I have a genuine question, like in all seriousness. 
          Why do bitches feel the need to talk mad shit about you when you're just living your life, minding your own business? Like, I'm literally just existing, coming home for the weekend or on holidays to my hometown and every time I do that, I hear some shitty gossip about me that's 100% not true, also extremely exaggerated and I find out a bunch of people hate me? I do nun and they hate on me, acting like they also know me, when in reality I had zero interactions with them lmao. Like stop being so pressed and get a life, that's just sad asf man. Fan behavior at its finest

iAkarini

they be jealous usually
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-mimosa-

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@Aisha9453897 exactly bro, I don't do shit and people are calling me names and come up with stories that I didn't participate in, like what did I ever do to you to come up with shit like that. Like why do they feel the need to pick up a fight with people who did none to them or search for validation by doing so? Dayum 
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-mimosa-

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Bro, whoever the fuck got a hold of my phone number and called me at the same time for two days straight, including today and maybe even tomorrow, is making me fear for my own safety. I'm fucking scared, I swear lmao
          What kinda stalker x unaware dumbass is this lmao

Th3C4pt41n

@-mimosa- mhm, stay safe! 
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-mimosa-

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@Th3C4pt41n making fun of my own suffering is my coping mechanism. But in all honesty, I don't wanna end up on the news as the dumbass who got kidnapped by some creepy stalker ಠ_ಠ
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Th3C4pt41n

I know that sounds serious but that last part made me laugh. But tbh, that gave me a bit of the heebie-jeebies, I hope they’re no one dangerous 
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-mimosa-

It's so fun to be on train and have an old lady look in your laptop, ask what you're doing and you blurt out that you're writing for your story and the convo goes something like: 
          Her: "Oh, you're an author? What are you writing? Do you have any other books? Have you published one? What's the story about?"
          Me: "Uh... I haven't published anything yet, I'm just writing what comes to my mind" (nice save)
          Her: I'd be pleased to read something written by the youth these days. You should give it a try.
          Ma'am, lady, ma'am, please, thanks for such kind words, BUT WHO'S SUPPORTIVE GRANDMA IS THIS, COME AND GET HER BEFORE I STEAL HER OMFG

iAkarini

oml that’s so sweet 
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quackingSIMP

that grandma. i want that one.
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