-lovelyseok

I’ve been so busy with school and work that i honestly pushed wattpad to the side. current update on my life: i am 20 years old. i graduated community college back in July and received my associates of arts. I am currently enrolled in my second semester at a university where i am pursuing a career as a novelist. i met an amazing man last year in July and this year marks one year with him. i am actually about to fly up to New York tomorrow to see him and his family to celebrate the New Years. I have a part-time job at my community college after breaking free from a terrible fast food job (hated it sm), and i am currently very happy with where i am at in life! If it wasn’t for everyone supporting my stories I truly would not have known what I would want to do with my life. So, thank you all for helping me out in life even if you didn’t realize you were doing so. I really want to continue working on Fear (it’s been on hiatus for so long—I know, I’m terrible!) because I really want it to be one of the first books I get to publish. Like many of y’all, I as well have an attachment toward the novel. It was my first serious book that I began writing when I was 13 and finished the story when I turned 18. My writing skills have definitely developed since then and I’m hoping I can fix up any hiccups in my writing.

qyooke

@-lovelyseok I know I am late to this! I've known your channel from Fear and honestly one of my favorite FFs. If you ever publish it as a book please let me know! I want to be able to buy my own copy and read your amazing books! Keep thriving love! I am so thankful for you as a author and many others who started my journey of writing as well. Please stay well!
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-lovelyseok

@stargirlxan wow! we grew up together lol! that’s amazing that you’ve started writing too due to reading fanfiction. that’s exactly what happened with me. I hope you continue writing if that’s something you genuinely enjoy doing and I wish you nothing but the best in your endeavors!
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stargirlxan

@-lovelyseok  ok gosh. I've known you since 2018 (through youtube first then wattpad) and its already been 6 years. I changed accounts on wattpad.However, even after those changes one thing stayed the same. Me ending up on your account, re-reading for the nth time. Fear was my first fanfiction ever and man damn you you raised the bar so high that the other writers couldn't fill up the void you created. I never felt the rush of adrenaline the same as I did through your writing. I've watched you improve as a writer and I'm so glad to be a bystander of it. It was truly a beautiful process. And now as I am reading how you are doing amazing in your life. I couldn't be more proud of you. And if you ever publish a hardcopy of your book. I can bet I would be the first one to buy it hahah. I grew up with fear I was what ? 13 when I first saw the youtube video of fear. And now as I am writing this I am 18. An adult ahaha. You have a very special place in my heart as you were the author who got me into reading books and writing as well. I'm so thankful and grateful to you for publishing fear. As it truly did change my life. I never saw myself as the person who loved to shove books up their nose or to even write ,?? It sounded quite weird to me back then but now its a part of me which I genuinely love. All thanks to you. Again welcome back. She came when the world needed her the most. I hope you get back on here and publish fear as a real book not a fanfiction because I want everyone to enjoy that masterpiece just not a bunch of kpop fans as that book truly deserves everyone's attention. Again I'm so proud of how far you have come. I genuinely cherish you and your writing. Love ya. 
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123peachy

Hey author, I'm leaving this message for you as I remembered you and your story "FEAR". I didn't read the last chapter since you posted it until now coz was too afraid to finish the greatest book I ever read (not even joking), I did watch for yt vids earlier  (coz that was the reason I made an acc here and read your book) and I felt sooo nostalgic. Years had passed but the story did not grown old.
          Hope you are having a good life rn ❤️
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          And this is a bit ambitious but, 
          
          Petition to make FEAR a kdrama 

crypticcolour9

Omg. I miss you and your books . You are very talented. I love the way you write. Fear is the best ff book I've ever came across. I love the way you edit your videos. You have a unique style. I am your long time fan since 2017. So happy for you accomplishment 
          and I hope the best for you in your life. * Wink *

-lovelyseok

I’ve been so busy with school and work that i honestly pushed wattpad to the side. current update on my life: i am 20 years old. i graduated community college back in July and received my associates of arts. I am currently enrolled in my second semester at a university where i am pursuing a career as a novelist. i met an amazing man last year in July and this year marks one year with him. i am actually about to fly up to New York tomorrow to see him and his family to celebrate the New Years. I have a part-time job at my community college after breaking free from a terrible fast food job (hated it sm), and i am currently very happy with where i am at in life! If it wasn’t for everyone supporting my stories I truly would not have known what I would want to do with my life. So, thank you all for helping me out in life even if you didn’t realize you were doing so. I really want to continue working on Fear (it’s been on hiatus for so long—I know, I’m terrible!) because I really want it to be one of the first books I get to publish. Like many of y’all, I as well have an attachment toward the novel. It was my first serious book that I began writing when I was 13 and finished the story when I turned 18. My writing skills have definitely developed since then and I’m hoping I can fix up any hiccups in my writing.

qyooke

@-lovelyseok I know I am late to this! I've known your channel from Fear and honestly one of my favorite FFs. If you ever publish it as a book please let me know! I want to be able to buy my own copy and read your amazing books! Keep thriving love! I am so thankful for you as a author and many others who started my journey of writing as well. Please stay well!
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-lovelyseok

@stargirlxan wow! we grew up together lol! that’s amazing that you’ve started writing too due to reading fanfiction. that’s exactly what happened with me. I hope you continue writing if that’s something you genuinely enjoy doing and I wish you nothing but the best in your endeavors!
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stargirlxan

@-lovelyseok  ok gosh. I've known you since 2018 (through youtube first then wattpad) and its already been 6 years. I changed accounts on wattpad.However, even after those changes one thing stayed the same. Me ending up on your account, re-reading for the nth time. Fear was my first fanfiction ever and man damn you you raised the bar so high that the other writers couldn't fill up the void you created. I never felt the rush of adrenaline the same as I did through your writing. I've watched you improve as a writer and I'm so glad to be a bystander of it. It was truly a beautiful process. And now as I am reading how you are doing amazing in your life. I couldn't be more proud of you. And if you ever publish a hardcopy of your book. I can bet I would be the first one to buy it hahah. I grew up with fear I was what ? 13 when I first saw the youtube video of fear. And now as I am writing this I am 18. An adult ahaha. You have a very special place in my heart as you were the author who got me into reading books and writing as well. I'm so thankful and grateful to you for publishing fear. As it truly did change my life. I never saw myself as the person who loved to shove books up their nose or to even write ,?? It sounded quite weird to me back then but now its a part of me which I genuinely love. All thanks to you. Again welcome back. She came when the world needed her the most. I hope you get back on here and publish fear as a real book not a fanfiction because I want everyone to enjoy that masterpiece just not a bunch of kpop fans as that book truly deserves everyone's attention. Again I'm so proud of how far you have come. I genuinely cherish you and your writing. Love ya. 
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-lovelyseok

…it’s been awhile…

btsporn

WE MISSSED YOUUUU
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AllenaRoy

@-lovelyseok hey, missed you❤
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Bhavana2307

@-lovelyseok  love yaa Author✨
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Ridaaa_10

Been reading fear since 4 years, and ending was completely unjustified. We waited and stick aling for so long we deserved a closure since it included really sensitive topics. By the end it seemed like you pakced story across YN and Konan. Kim Taehyung, who was suposedly main character and actually a 3d character cause he was the only person who transformed throughout the story you just made him a thrash in the end. He had no role by the end of story, what happened? every tansition happens for a goal but it seems like there was no goal to his climax?? You end up making him the villain and the whol ploy which showed that YN felt for his "unseen" side. I carefully remember this quote from your story "Foe some reason she do love him she love how he looks at her with smile or how he tucks her in when she is sleeping" she loved him. she really lived the real him, not the messed up pwychotic version of him. She didn't love him when he tortured her, she loved him when he started to care for her, when he started to protect her. The whole story took a transition from this point. But it seem like by the end you forgot all of this because so many years have passed. You made all the bad guys win, Yoongi, Sanha , Y/n everything bad happened to them. While Konan and Jimin remained winning because they didn't chose good side. And Taehyung who actually changed foe better was end up portrayed as being bad?? The story ended with Konan as if he was the main character when he wasn't even present for the beginning two seasons. 
          
          The ending was really messed up, main character were nowhere to be seen. 
          
          We really deserved a closure after all these years, you didn't do justics.
          
          I was stopping myself feom reading last chapter since so long because I was afraid something like this might happen. And unfortunately it did.
          
          I know u might not even give this a read, but I needed my closure somehow.

Ihatesnakue2

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@Ridaaa_10 
            
            I know that people might actually come and attack me for this but I really think that Gguk did not deserve what happened to him. I know how most of the things that harmed him happened due to Korain’s stubbornness and his ways of dealing with Y/N, not to mention even going to the point of raping her and doing it again and again but they still were truly in love with their partners right? I hated Korain for making her go through that shit and he clearly did not deserve to live but she KILLED JEON!!! No one went as far as to actually kill a life but I do feel that she went overboard with that. Imagine how many years they had to be apart and when they finally did meet, they had their own little world like before but look what she did. She actually thought a crackhead like Korain would let her live in peace after she killed the only thing that mattered to him? He never left his brother’s side just cause Taehyung was his brother else he actually would’ve killed Y/N long ago. He did care for his close once, not to mention that he and Jeon were actually planning to leave all this behind and start a new life far away from these people after gguk had donated to the lil girl he had been seeing in at orphanage. It truly killed me after what had happened to him. Even after gguk had warned Korain about how Y/N was Taehyung’s princess and how things can get really dirty if they messed with her and everything happened as he had feared. It was crazy how she saw him dying and still thought of how she can do it again! I knew he will go full on psycho after that which he did in “Hell has no fury like a mad man scorned” and he came for revenge for he had lost the only thing that had mattered to him and he was there to take her’s away. Which again he did not plan to kill but eventually his own daughter killed him. Which was super messed up but all I wanna say is that Y/N saw that coming i remember getting teared up everytime i thought about their relationship!!!
            
            *breaths*
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Ihatesnakue2

@Ridaaa_10 
            
            IKR bro at this point it has been so long that i myself have forgotten the minor details that were left unclear in my head because there there were just so many thoughts and questions  that are still unanswered but one of the main things that still stays inside my head is the time when Tae and Y/N met again at the Blue Rose mansion and at their private room she asked Tae that why did it had to be her, in which he replied
            
            
            
             "When I was a child, I had stolen a little girl's favorite toy. I had overheard her say that she wished I came and stole her instead. So, I made a promise to her. I promised that one day I'd steal her away and we'd live happily ever after..."
            
            
            
            i have no idea what to feel after reading that and there was no clarity of whom he was talking about and even if it really was Y/N then she did not actually react to it as if those were not in her memories. he even had a certain picture of a girl in his wallet and that too is unknown!!! I even dropped this certain detail in the author’s questionnaire to make it clear to which she replied that he was referring to SOMI? Again that makes no sense to me but I just wished they would have talked about it any further because the question still remains the same, WHY HER? It is a very crucial question and clarity was definitely needed! 
            
            Now that we really are talking about the character, can I just confess that Korain’s character was so complicated which actually did spice up the story a little but I know how he took the spotlight clearly. After a few chapters I was less concerned about Taehyung and Y/N and was more curious as to wat would happen to Gguk and Korain.
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