When you come back and you have a roleplay idea but your realize Roleplay is Dead






semi active
          Back for SDS
          And if Marie makes a Role-play I’ll join that too but not back completely


A final announcement to people who I love a lot.
          Not in a spam book because no one reads it.
          It’s not yet December and this account hasn’t even been around for a year, and these few months have been the most confusing and difficult months for me. As well as the best, I have so many memories that I will cherish forever. But after a long time...
          I think the role-play thing isn’t for me. It’s fun yes of course it is, but it’s not for me. I want to do an individual roleplay book but I have decided against it as I fear and know that I am just not brave enough to make my character start drama such as an ex that suddenly appears. I think this is my biggest problem, that I don’t take risks in fear of someone being upset with me. Which is why roleplay is not for me, and I don’t think it ever was.  I recent go back into video games and I forgot how fun they were, I realized that playing one video game for an hour left me in a better mood then role playing. Whether I won or lost I loved it, and when I can back to wattpad I felt bored. I felt safer on the game where people could hear my voice then on wattpad where no one could see or hear me.
          I think I will miss everyone, but I don’t think I’ll miss Wattpad, which has become toxic and drama fueled. I wanted to make friends and ended up with the only people who get me as well as some of the most vile and nasty people. I found that people like to remain negative and never try and see a good outcome of things, which I don’t like. The world kind of sucks but there’s nothing we can do about it. There are people who have it worse then you, worse then me, and yet no one realizes this and they chose to put this negativity on people. And I want to be happy, I don’t want to feel sad anymore. And if leaving is what it takes then that’s okay.
           So with one final goodbye.
          One big virtual hug.
          And many air kisses.
          This is Yumi signing off
          10:21 pm
          July 21, 2020


omg bye yumi. we have so many great memories together, and i wish you the best in your years to come. i love you so much and hope to talk to you again soon!


I love you so much <3 please stay safe, I’ll miss you, and it’s been a pleasure and honor knowing you so far 


@-YumiBee- ily yumi!!!! hope you will stay safe and well and happy and don’t be afraid to come back / reach out if you ever just wanna talk, no pressure ofc or anything! hope you’ll be doing ok, so glad we met! ♥️♥️♥️