HELLLOOOOOI!! [[V3NT]]
I'm not dead, (not yet jk/-) but I'm sorry for such inactive radio frequency from me. I've come to realize I've really started my new year in such a low point.
Literally tonight I ended up crying while eating dinner. With my parents in the room and they didn't even notice. And I've been feeling so pressured and everything coming towards my final year and graduating. So my time has been pushed to practice and school. So I apologize for coming back at some point then leaving without saying a thing.
I- I'm sorry for that. I'm trying. I really am and I just don't or haven't had the motivation to come back bc I feel like I'm even more distracted from what's important and then it's the same thing over and over again. I'm grounded or things get taken away from me. And I'm trying. I'm trying to be better. But.. it's been hard. It's gotten harder to stay strong around ppl now. This is one of the places I can be open, besides with my friends and I don't always want to come here for that bc it's not anyone's problem here. It's just.. nice to talk about it. Even if it hurts.
So yeah. Uhm, I'll be back soon. Hopefully. :')