my fault

"you both deserve to die" I said to both

of them while struggling against the rope that ties me to this medical table .they did this to all the rest ,and it sickens me .I hear it ,I hear it, every night.They take a new one ,and tonight was ;my night .

I couldn't help but to worry about jasmine , i mean I never told her anything about this, but I just hope that she is in her bed sleeping peacefully.