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Years had gone by since we dated. March 2010, was when he told me he loved me. I was dying on the inside but he was saving me. He broke my heart. He rang me, and told me he wanted to end it. He told me he loved me and because of that I let myself fall in love with him. We were perfect for each other. I felt used. Was it to just to promote our movie? Or was there a time he looked at me and felt attraction. I doubt he ever did. Then I went off the rails. He started dating a beautiful girl named Ashley. A skinnier, much prettier version of me. I was embarrassed, he drove me insane. I was only 17, I watched him kiss her. It made my stomach turn. Then I snapped and went to treatment. Blah blah blah, everyone knows the story. Now I'm 23 and don't think I'm over him. My 14 year old crush still sits someone deep in my heart. I don't think those feelings ever leave. When your 14, your innocent and see the best in people. You get head over heels, I couldn't control it. Now... what do you fucking know. I'm pregnant with Joe Jonas baby. It was a cold December night. We were at a party and I just broken off with Wilmer for the final time. He noticed I was upset and confronted me, joe invited me to house after to stay the night. Then we had a drink and had a laugh. Then we fucked.... and I loved it. I love him. And it fucking hurts when someone doesnt feel the same. I got pissed at him for having sex with me then telling me he has no feelings. Now I'm pregnant and I don't know what to do. First thing's first, gotta tell Joe he's gonna be a father. - - - What do you guys think? Does this sound interesting?🤔I've been shipping Jemi sooo badly over the last few months. Please comment ideas😋 Kat xx
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