First chapter intro

Saying my feelings to all of you peppers I just came up with that is that weird? It doesn't matter this is supposed to be a book I can be open but I will probably not update a ton mostly cause lately I've been having some low key trust issues so hope y'all can understand but I've been wanting to do this for a little cause i really just want to talk to someone who doesn't really know me I guess no offense... But that is what this is for read at your own risk some of this deals with depression