Casts of CHWH

"Not all people are bad when they have cold hands." He said it to her, but I heard it. They tell me I'm her, that my thoughts are just her thoughts, but a voice inside screams otherwise. I feel her love for him, her anger, her fear-all of it swirling with my own, creating a chaotic storm in my mind. Who am I in this two-sided mirror? And if I'm not her, whose feelings am I experiencing? Is this a shared existence, or am I just a phantom in a life that isn't mine?