To Be Loved [Austlan Cashby]

For years, Alan has been hiding his feelings for Austin. He loves him too much to risk messing it up. The way Alan sees it, he'd rather have Austin as just a friend than not have him in his life at all. For a while, ignoring his feelings works. Things are normal, well, as normal as life can be for a rock star. But when it's time to tour again, Alan finds it impossible to push away his feelings. All that he wants is to know what it's like to be loved. Will Austin be the one that finally shows him?