11:59 p.m.

This is something I wrote in the early hours of the morning.
I don't know what to call it... it's not a poem, lyrics, or a story.

I've never been able to break down my thoughts, let alone write them down. I've been scared to show this to anyone, especially anyone I know. So, I'm posting it on here.

This is a form of what was screaming in my mind, driving me insane. Resulting in my body going on autopilot, finding a pen and paper, writing until my hand ached.

..::TRIGGER WARNINGS::..
anxiety attacks
panic attacks
mentions of self harm and suicide

just be cautious when reading this.
and I'm sorry if it's shit.