Her silence is just another word for pain

I watch this girl, ever so carefully. I cannot let her out with my arms length. Figuratively speaking. I have to give her as much pain as possible. Never let her forget I exist, always hovering over her shoulder. So close, but just out of reach.

Warning ⚠️
~ contains triggers
~contains occasional bad language
~ contains mental health disorders and self harming

Completed ~ 31/12/16