Kiss me or KILL me

If you loved someone...You'd love them no matter what...right? No matter how dangerous they are how...unhealthy your relationship is? Even if you know it isn't moral, it isn't right, and you could be killed any moment, and second when your near him?

I know I shouldn't be afraid of him, and I'm not. But there's a part of me deep inside that wonders if I'll see the sunshine...more or less in this city, of the next day. I'm not scared he'll kill me...I'm scared that someone else will kill me, or him for that matter and I won't be able to see him, and I don't think I can handle that.