Once in a Red Moon

Dear diary, I hate the red moon....always making us monsters...hungry for blood...hungry for war and battles...even if I'm a girl it doesn't matter... on the red moon my body belongs to my wolf. But what if I found my mate on a red moon... Am I going to kill him...kill the only person in the world that understand me for who I am? But what if I don't? Those unanswered questions...I'm not sure I want to find the answer but something tells me I will soon...next week is the red moon...