Am i that bad?

Horrible family life, Bullying, Self hatred, that's just the beginning of Alex's tragic tale, and believe me. It gets worse. After all, I should know since this is my life story, I just changed the names of certain characters because my friends may read this (yeah I'm talking to you-_- *losers*) and I don't want them to know who I'm talking about or referencing. ^_^