Chapter 1

We all have our first love, but what happens when your first love is also your best friend? How do you tell them how you feel when you're so terrified about losing him? You're not the only one. Rachel has been desperate for Ryan since the 5th grade, and it wasnt until they were forced to live together after high school graduation does she find that he might be desperate for her too. There's just one little problem at this point, Jackson, a boy she works with, has fallen madly in love with her and she dont even see it. Ryan has always been on her mind, but with Jackson's newly found confession, Rachel isnt sure if her feelings for Ryan are just as strong as her feelings for Jackson.. who will she choose?