Exit Signs I Missed

Takes place right after Lady Midnight.

Emma struggles to stay away from Julian; Julian struggles with Emma's feelings for him.

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"She missed him. It was funny, really, how now that Emma had broken things off with Julian that she only realized how much she'd missed him when he was in England, or New York, how much she loved him, in the all-encompassing way that one loved their parabatai, but also more than that, in the way that Julian was like half the strands in a tapestry that would unravel if he was pulled out."

Blackstairs (Emma x Julian).

Chapter titles taken from Drive by Halsey.

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