Suicide was the best thing that ever happened to me

Not a very sad story !!!My love cheated on me,the love of my life betrayed me. My mate how could he do this? The person that was supposed to love me and only me forever ,cheated on me. What's wrong with me? I guess everything since my mate even wanted more.I'm not worthy to live. Kat was going to commit suicide on the Manhattan Bridge on December 2nd at 12:00pm. Everything's ruined! I have no purpose to live. I can't be alpha , I let everyone die.I was a mistake and I still am. What I did can't be forgiven. Suicide is the answer, the solution to all this. John was going to commit suicide on December 2nd at 12:00 pm on the Manhattan bridge. Read On !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!