Beginning of the night mares

Like always a mother would be a mother trying to give her children the desire to live.Give them a reason to live for so we talking about a mother who would rather get a bastard as a child to build up her family (her kingdom) she would call it.
My mother the selfish and envyness from her flesh blood made her to low estimate herself and become a whore the mother of the bastard.
Read my book to now about my moms doings to make me lose hope and my desires to live on the other hand my siblings (four boys and two sisters) enjoy their so called empire located across the bouy I live in .the town of NEW JAZZY.
The starring character's name is Camille well her father isn't none so I will go with her siblings father and call her Camille Gerard