I saw all of it happen. I would like to say it's not all my fault, but I don't know if that would be entirely true. I could have stopped it all, for sure, but at the risk of my own life. And I wasn't prepared to do that, not until my own mission was complete. I did what I had to do. I can't be judged for that, right? It was for everyone else, too, not just myself. But if they ever found out, there's no telling what they would do to me. So they can't know. They can never know. Not after all of this. Not while there's so much left to do. But as closely as they've been watching me, there's only so much longer I can keep my secret hidden. I don't want to admit I'm afraid. Maybe I am. So I'll do whatever it takes to make sure that they never find out - that he never finds out.