Allow me this at least

Well this is set after the end of R2 so it contains spoilers watch out!
Well after Lelouch's death, Suzaku is often found talking to himself about things. This is kinda Suzaku's internal monologue with little interaction with the outside world. Cause yes he is still depressed.
If you have a weak heart don't break it reading this like I did....
uum. I just felt like writing this so I did. This is an oneshots.
WARNINGS:
Too much drama.
Light mentions of boy x boy!