Bad News

He's gone now.
I can never get him back.
Pa can never get him back.
And it's all my fault.
Well, if he is gone, then I'll go too.
I don't deserve to stay.
I don't even deserve to live.
Ma and Pa loved him so much, and if it weren't for my selfishness, he would still be here. I'll go be with him, because secretly, I loved him too. If God won't punish me, I'll punish myself.