Growing up with older siblings and their friends can be frustrating at times. Especially when I had a crush on one of them that lasted a few years. But what my siblings did to me before my eighteenth birthday will always stay forever in my mind. It was a time I should have been looking forward to, only to find myself in circumstances I never thought I would. Was I was too ugly for anything they said? Was I was especially too ugly to love? My name is Molly and I grew up being rejected by everyone because I was too ugly for them, even my family. But it wasn't until I had been hurt that the truth came out why.