Introduction

I never knew that falling in love with someone could hurt me so much. But even if love had a caution sign, I still would of picked the path of love. Maybe that was my first mistake. Being "not okay" was something I was used to by now. Along with many teens in this society I too had/have struggled with depression and anxiety. The first thing you should know is to not fall in love with the schools most loved jock, when you're the outcast. Starting at a new school for freshman year wasn't very easy. Walking into the huge high school building with no support was tough but the minute I laid eyes on him, I knew he was different. No one ever sees me, I was just the girl who sat in the back of the classroom with a pencil and a notebook. But, the popular Barbies sure did see me, and I was their target. His name was Cody, and I was hopelessly in love with him.