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Y'all gotta understand I was a little girl at the time. I read the whole story & it was embarrassing af, so I recommend you to not read this lmao - Sorry it's not edited 😬 (many grammar mistakes) - Joel is that innocent one from the band, who's never had a girlfriend or his first kiss. Reason is that he wasn't too focused on that. Until the day he saw you at a concert. Yes you were one of the popular ones, known schoolwide. The most savage person in the school. It seemed like you had everything! Guys, popularity, friends, money etc. All you wanted was a complete family, that's it. Everyone sees you smiling everyday but no one knows what happens at night. One blade, one tear & one drop of blood. Your parents were divorced, you live with your mom but she's always "working". She never went to your school for grades, detentions or suspensions. All because she didn't care. Your favorite band was CNCO, you've been supporting them since their auditions & when you heard that they were having a concert, you bought VIP tickets to see them. You never thought one of them would completely change your life. You never thought that he would teach you how to "Realize It".
Chapter 1
