Part 1

Its been 15 years since I talked to him.
15 whole year since I let go of him.
Since I let the love of my life go.
I've regretted it ever since.
I missed his presence.
More than anything.

Im now 30 years old.
That's all alone with nothing.
And he would now be 33 years old.
With a beautiful wife and everything else.

I missed him so much over the years.
It felt like I was hallow inside.
Like there was nothing.
I tried dating others.
But I loved him.
And him only.